Really starting to have troubles controlling my emotions again, lack of sleep is the biggest factor.
We have a friend living with us at the moment, and I love him to pieces, but I've somehow lost my boyfriend in the process. He's either at work, or out fishing, or when he is actually home he's staying up fairly late to play COD with the housemate. Then disturbs my sleep when he does finally crawl into bed, then his alarm wakes me up in the mornings before I have to get up. I wouldn't mind getting up earlier if I was asleep earlier. But it's now after midnight, him and the housemate have got tomorrow off, so they are up playing COD, while I'm lying in bed trying to get to sleep and can't shut my mind off.
Some days I really wonder why I let him stay.